...is a really hot day. No. But seriously though, it is very hot today.

Other than that, today is the first day of ujian sekolah at my school. The last school exams that I will have here, in my lovely school: Bunga Bangsa Islamic Junior High School. Wow. I can barely imagine it. My junior high school days are gonna be over in a blink of an eye. When I think about it again, I'm pretty sure I did change... a lot. And I'm very grateful if those changes are for the good of me.

By the way, we had a two day holiday right before these exams start. This holiday is meant to be for studying; you know, so that we could concentrate at home and study our brains off(?) for these exams. But we too are aloud to go to school if we wanted to study with the teachers. But let me tell you something--from my experience on those past two days, I don't think that there's a difference to studying at home nor at school. They both feel the same, mainly because the teachers aren't really navigated (I guess?) this time when they kinda tutor us. So yeah, I prefer being home. But I did went to school on the first day.

Anyways, right now I'm trying to study. Like, really study. My teachers have given their all to us and I would like to give my all too to make them all proud. I feel as if my teachers are really counting on me, and I don't want to disappoint anybody anymore. I want to make them feel... as if they have already accomplished something (maybe?). That is just one out of a hundred possible reasons for me to study hard, since this ujian sekolah tests are gonna be counted too on the average score of my graduation. I don't wanna disappoint myself and eventually tell myself, "I should have studied!" Or let my parents down. No. Never. I hope that will never happen.