So hi. Right now I'm in the middle of doing my science project on the sun. Trust me, I'm trying to finish it as soon as possible, but you know... sometimes I just have an urge to do something else because I get really bored at this one stuff and eventually do another. That's just me. I get bored easily. Well, maybe no. Maybe I don't get bored, I just think that this activity will be more interesting to do than the other, so I end up doing the other thing that isn't supposed to be so important, yknow? Maybe you can call that procrastinating.

Okay... where shall I start? There are a lot of things that I would like to pour here in this piece of writing. Ok so, right now I'm a senior in junior high, which means that I'm gonna be facing big exams. Yes, big exams. It all sounds very scary just at the thought of not making it through junior high just because of not passing these exams... so right now I'm just trying to work my butt off to get a high score and stuff.

To be honest with you, right now... I feel SO brand new. It's like I barely even know myself anymore. It's like... a huge change, it's like yknow, when you're stuck inside a cave (I know that this doesn't happen everyday though)... a dark, gloomy, and not to mention creepy cave and then finally. You see the light. Yes, that light of hope and encouragement. Finally, it's there. Waiting for you just to greet it.

But just to be honest again, I'm very scared. I don't really know if I can achieve high scores for these "big exams" (or in Indonesia we call it 'Ujian Nasional'). My teachers expect me to get a perfect score in English. I... I do have high hopes on English but... you know, that. I don't really know.

These days I think my friends have been blinded by insecurity. Sure, everybody has insecurities but that doesn't mean that it should stop you from doing your best, right? I have insecurity, you have them, we all do. Face it, nobody can be perfect... only God can. I really hate it when they like, have such low self-esteem and stuff. It hurts me just to see them being so... low; when they haven't even discovered their potential.

Okay, hmm. I think I better work on my science project again soon. Bye, see you later.